i can't tell if i even like this

i feel a fever coming on just in time for xmas.
i saw this ad in my office building's elevator that advised against pairing an inexpensive gift with an expensive one, as the cheap gift will diminsh the value of the expensive one in the recipient's eyes.
kind of dreading xmas.

this minimal wave's creeping me out right now.

looking at gordon matta-clark and dana shutz lately.
wanting to make my drawings look like they're backlit and glowing. it's hard.
i walked around tribeca on my lunch break and had all these ideas for drawings so i went back to the office break room to write them down and helped bobby microwave his banquet chicken pot pie so he could eat lunch in his, "secret honeycomb."

actually, this album is really weird and all over the place. it should be categorized as drunk wave instead of min-wave.

i need to stop sleeping in a small cat pile in the corner of my bed.
ankle sprain has freed up more time to make drawings, and now i'm healed just as the drawing sprain is setting in.
it must be similar to the sprain of chronic masturbation or knitting.

i'm going to either throw up or pass out now.
considering quitting drinking along with my smoking quit.